i never thought i would fall again
i didn't want to get too close at first
somehow in all the midst, i ended up getting close and falling

to be honest, i'm scared..
i don't want to lose him
i want to be with him for as long as i can
i don't want him to leave me
i trust he won't do me wrong, but you never know

i just want to hold on him tightly, but he might run away
i never let him know how i truly felt, because i fear of losing him
i don't want to get hurt, hurt like the previous...
but this hurt would devastate me for sure, if he were to hurt me

i must really love him..

"i want to be...
his last call at night
his first thoughts in the morning
five hours conversations, the ones with 'no, you hang up first'
him, to make my heart race, give me sweaty palms
hugs that we never want to let go of
but most of all...
i want to be considered: his"

the other day i saw the cutest thing ever!

we were driving down the road and along the sidewalk was an elderly man biking AND he was double riding an elderly woman. she sat behind him as if she was just chilling and had no worries of him tripping over something and falling. it was so cute, no matter how old they were they still did things like that.

i'm holding onto something that's not there anymore...
why won't he just tell me, so i can let go and move on

all i need is that one phone call from you.

the words he'll never know

i finally asked "is something wrong?"
there is something wrong, yet i still don't know what's wrong
you ask me to wait to talk about it, i don't mind waiting..
but i don't think you realized how much you have hurt me already
im waiting and hurting every night. i can't seem to keep my mind off what's wrong
what happened to us, hun?
im still waiting and the pain is agonizing me every night till i wait for you to come back.
i never wanted to fall hard and never wanted to take this too seriously
i can't say never, can i
before i knew it, you're the most important person in my life already
if i hear that you want to leave me, i don't know when i can smile again
i can't even smile now, my heart just aches...

it's alright, in so little time i got myself into this...
in so little time i'll get myself out of this

i don't even know what's wrong yet, but im scared shitless of what you have to say to me